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Stormy Days by CherryBlossomFreak, literature

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Stormy Days by CherryBlossomFreak, literature

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  • Aug 30
  • United States
  • Deviant for 13 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me

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Hello, humans and fellow monsters. I'm CherryBlossomFreak, named after the glistening, fragile blossoms of Tokyo. They remain broken-beautiful for a few days in March, and then disappear in the wind and rain. I'm the freak who made it through the storm and smog.

I've lived a rough life. In and out of mental hospitals, abuse and heartbreak. Divorce. Smoking the occasional cigarette to calm my weary nerves. I grew up like a freak, hated by all and trusted by none. Moved around from place to place. Saw the dirtiest parts of America. My blue eyes have seen too much to return to innocence. And I'm not going to pretend I'm a Jesus-loving little girl with a smile on her face. I can't anymore.

So fuck it. I plan on becoming a suicidegirl when I have a few more tattoos and the tongue piercing I'm looking forward to getting, and I'm moving to New York in a few years to work at a mental hospital for adolescents and possibly create my own fashion line. I read Vogue and love the depth and raw, dirty anger of grunge. In my free time, I draw and write poetry, work on my photography, and, more than anything, write nocturnes for the piano. And I'm gonna drink my tears tonight. I'm gonna drink my tears and cry.

Current Residence: Lost
Favourite genre of music: Grunge
Favourite photographer: Monty Sloan
Favourite style of art: Impressionism
Personal Quote: The fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth

Favourite Visual Artist
Kurt Cobain
Favourite Movies
Fight Club, Requiem for a Dream, The Wall, Last Days, V for Vendetta, Black Swan, The Prestige
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Nirvana, Alice in Chains, Atmosphere, Screaming Trees, Hole, Smashing Pumpkins, Daft Punk
Favourite Writers
Vladimir Nabokov, Friedrich Nietzsche, Rainer Maria Rilke, Lao Tzu
Favourite Games
Kingdom Hearts
Tools of the Trade
Artist pencils, watercolor pencils, tortillions, acrylic paint, oil paint
Other Interests
Fashion

You, yes you!

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So, I've been known to do my fair share of bitchy things. This is not one of them. "Transformers was terrible." Really? Who knew? Sigh. This means I'm a terrible friend and that I treat this girl terrible. Now she's hanging on me and begging to know if I care about her or not. At one in the morning. Where does this come from? Having a friend talk behind my back and say I'm treating this girl like shit and that I don't care about her. Do I really deserve that? So I'm distant. I stopped being friends with her for a REASON. Plus, I'm going through a lot of shit of my own right now. I have the right to be a little irritable and make "snide"
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So I don't drive you all crazy. Fuck everyone. http://blossomingfreak.livejournal.com/profile
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Well, normally, by this time, something bad would have happened. Something would have changed. But nothing has. Everything's calm. Everything's fine. Things are the way they should be. No arguments. Everything's... okay. This is actually strange for me. Nothing's gone wrong yet. I feel like I should walk on eggshells, but there's no reason to. It's so strange.
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Great gallery, as always! :thumbsup:

Hope you have a great Holiday Season and wonderful New Year! :iconhappyholidayssignplz:
:iconkermityayplz:
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me <-- made my day , just saying
Yep, you have been tagged: [link]
=^ᴗ^=
as a random comment in response to your DAid:
you survived. good job! [inserrt goofy smiles here]
also, that whole plan to work in an asylum seems like a really great idea (i spent about half a year being shunted between them, and managed to weasel my way out. im too smart for psychologists XD ). just do yourself, and the "patients" a favor - dont ever forget how it felt to be there yourself. every aspect of it, good and bad. please.
that is all.
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Quack! :dance:
Happy B-Day!!! :wave::w00t:
Hey, I just want to say I read your topic about letting go and I understand what it must be like. I experienced something similar [link] sorry for the random post, I hope things are getting better :hug: