Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me
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Hello, humans and fellow monsters. I'm CherryBlossomFreak, named after the glistening, fragile blossoms of Tokyo. They remain broken-beautiful for a few days in March, and then disappear in the wind and rain. I'm the freak who made it through the storm and smog.
I've lived a rough life. In and out of mental hospitals, abuse and heartbreak. Divorce. Smoking the occasional cigarette to calm my weary nerves. I grew up like a freak, hated by all and trusted by none. Moved around from place to place. Saw the dirtiest parts of America. My blue eyes have seen too much to return to innocence. And I'm not going to pretend I'm a Jesus-loving little girl with a smile on her face. I can't anymore.
So fuck it. I plan on becoming a suicidegirl when I have a few more tattoos and the tongue piercing I'm looking forward to getting, and I'm moving to New York in a few years to work at a mental hospital for adolescents and possibly create my own fashion line. I read Vogue and love the depth and raw, dirty anger of grunge. In my free time, I draw and write poetry, work on my photography, and, more than anything, write nocturnes for the piano. And I'm gonna drink my tears tonight. I'm gonna drink my tears and cry.
Current Residence: Lost
Favourite genre of music: Grunge
Favourite photographer: Monty Sloan
Favourite style of art: Impressionism
Personal Quote: The fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth